Log #1: Dropping into the Loop: Thrown Down

I decided to listen to a few files though I was in the "Off" mode. When I'm Off, I'm typically not in the mood for files. 

"Off" mode = not aroused, not turned on.

In the past, I often regretted listening to erotic audio when I was Off. I learned my lesson - no matter what mood or situation you are in, once you activated that pleasure, you pretty much would be turned On. Depending on your mood and how tired you are, you would want to prolong your time in that pleasure.

I didn’t like it when I played too much. But I liked to do these weird experiments on myself sometimes to see if I’d get turned on even when I was completely Off. I regretted it 80% of the time. That was mostly from my M4F listening days.

I only listen to Shibby now. These days, I don’t listen to her files for pleasure anymore, mainly for relaxation. It's very much needed in my life as I’m not good at relaxing... :/

Holding a healthier perspective on things today, I can easily go in and out of files comfortably without overdoing it.

So anyway, I was Off and I wasn't even sure if listening to Shibby was the right choice! Why should I get myself in that state when I'm happy where I'm at? But nothing relaxes me like Shibby does. I've been experiencing physical issues these days because I've been too busy and I keep forgetting to take a moment to relax.

And so, I listened to these files this session:

ASMR Trance Trigger Training: Drop. Deeper -> Milked Down [F4M] -> Dropping into the Loop: Thrown Down [F4F]

I started with a basic file that was non-erotic so that I could decide if I wanted to continue into the erotic territory. Sometimes, I could be done after relaxing to a non-erotic file (but it happens only 2/10 times).

I proceeded with Milked Down because... reasons. It turned out to be such a suitable choice as that file has a very strong induction. I had heard it before but I had no recollection of what the file entailed. The ending turned out to be shockingly good... Haha! Not gonna dive deep about that file in this post though.

Probably due to the imaginations I had when listening to Milked Down, I wanted something "action-packed".

As I lean towards relaxing experiences these days. I tend to pick milder files. Though honestly, what’s really considered mild under Shibby's care?

But by mild, I mean, less action-packed, i.e. no direct involvement, no coitus. Most of what I listen to these days are guided playtime or like my recent hot favorite, Let Me Help You Release Some Tension, where it's an indirect involvement, not much sexual talk, and heavy on hypnosis. Just her words and sounds could bring me to a high.

Since I wanted to be fxxked by her in that moment (lol), I naturally picked a file that mentioned my corresponding bits - Thrown Down. The effects are stronger when the bits are applicable to you. It’s been a few months since I last heard Thrown Down.

Also, it's been many weeks since I last heard an action-packed file due to my preference for milder files nowadays. 

I've always liked that Thrown Down is short and has all the elements that I like/liked:

• Corresponding bits (for me)
• The use of sounds to make me FEEL what she was doing (ear rubs!!!)
• Vibrating thing (though only mentioned)

In the past, I particularly liked files that had a vibration SFX or even just a mention of vibration.

These days, no preference. Being seasoned to Shibby now, I'm able to enjoy files with or without it (yay!)

I've listened to this file since the beginning of my Shibby journey. The 4F collection is smaller and I could only rotate among the same few files, whenever I wanted action-packed content. 

Today as I listened to it, it was so real. The realest ever. I felt every touch. I looped the audio three times. On the first loop, her touch on my breast actually woke me up a bit - She was THERE and it felt so good.

We are all subs when listening to Shibby, but I don't always want a strong dominant energy. I guess, I haven't been listening to very dominant files lately, so the dominance in this file felt refreshing and particularly good. XD Tend to obey more easily too.

Each loop was very pleasurable but the third loop was the strongest. My spot was pulsating so much that once she gave that command, I released so automatically that I don't even know how it happened. It was overwhelming. I was just happy to release for her. This particularly stood out to me this time round.

This file is a bit different in its delivery. It's part of a series, which I had never checked out before. I don't know if it's important to go through the whole series to experience the file in its intended manner.

Back when I just started listening to Shibby, I didn't really think it sounded different - it was just a hypnosis file, like any other.

After I became accustomed to her files, this file sometimes felt a bit jarring to me. The delivery style of this audio is a bit different and my experience wouldn't feel as immersive as other files.

But this time, it was so intense. It wasn't any less immersive than other files. My mind didn't notice it this time. Although, yes, I listened to two files prior to this, it wasn't the smoothest flow, given the jump in gender.

I realized that once you're deeply dropped, the narration or the way the instructions are given doesn't matter much anymore - you just need to obey! And you WILL obey. Your mind will naturally obey when you're well-trained.