Log #1: Let Me Help You Release Some Tension

I can’t help myself from writing this to express my love for the file. In fact, it was this file that inspired me to start this blog once and for all!

As I’m writing this, I just listened to this file before drifting to sleep last night. I had such a wonderful sleep, my goodness! It's so good!

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I wrote this thought-piece a few days before I started this blog. I originally had the urge to share it in her Discord server but

1. I tend to feel shy

2. Discord word limit

3. My thoughts may seem a bit out of place there + I might be a bit bratty…

Hence, I might as well share it openly on the web. 😅

I shall retain most of what I wrote that day, originally intended for posting it in the server.

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Let me just start off by how I usually start off when writing these thoughts: Hahaha! (Bcos I often find everything so unbelievable that it makes me want to laugh.)

Wow!! Let Me Help You Release Some Tension was so good! It’s totally up my alley! 

✅ Relaxation. ✅ Pleasure.

These days, I have been listening to ASMR Trance Trigger Training: Drop. Deeper. I had never listened to this before through my 3+ years of listening to Shibby. I only checked it out a few days ago. I love it so much! 

I don’t need the training anymore since I can drop whenever I want to when commanded. But it has been really nice and relaxing to go through this file and melt into trance. It has certainly made me more obedient than before.

So… before listening to the main file, I listened to this ASMR Drop training file. Unfortunately, while I was mostly in trance, I wasn’t able to stay deep and my mind started thinking about random things that annoyed me.

I could feel myself being in trance, but I was also having these fleeting thoughts. When the file ended, I woke up with quite a bit of tension in my head. I think it mostly stemmed from me straining too much, trying to keep myself in trance while those random thoughts intruded.

I proceeded to the next file, Let Me Help You Release Some Tension. I had only listened to it once yesterday. I listened and checked out a bunch of files yesterday after I resubscribed to her Patreon.

This file was one of those that stood out to me. I wanted to listen to it again. Having a rough idea of what the file was like, I proceeded to listen. The starting was already relaxing. But I was still experiencing tension; a headache.

The Scene

It's a massage scenario. After entering the massage room, I was instructed to do some deep breathing which was incredibly helpful in that moment, due to the physical tension I was facing.

I listened to this laying down on my back because I had found it tough to immerse and relax fully when I laid on my tummy on the first listen yesterday.

I knew I’d be able to tweak it accordingly.

And then I pretty much don’t remember the flow of events. 😂 I think it was the massage. The massage was helping me to relax more and more. There were some reassuring words which really helped me to relax further. My body felt okay to melt and relax.

At one point, Shibby dropped me and the more she massaged, the more I relaxed and the more pleasure I felt. Gradually, the relaxation turned into pleasure. Under her guidance, it was all so nice and comfortable. I don’t really remember what was said until…

The countdown part. There was a countdown that allowed me to drop deeper. After that, she continued to guide me and I relaxed further. The more I relaxed, the more pleasure I felt, and I eventually released so naturally. Without any snaps at all! It all happened only from her words and encouragement. 

It was the most relaxing experience to date.

Thoughts

I think, with snaps, it sometimes makes me feel pressured to have to do something. But it’s not a problem regardless. I’m already well-trained and obedient. I’m able to release whenever it was time. 

By contrast, this file felt very free-flowing. There was no pressure at all, which allowed the sustained pleasure to rise and burst out of me so smoothly. It was so relaxing to the point it was so intense, if that makes sense.

By the end of it, my body was so relaxed. My headache was completely gone, I was so happy about it. 😂 I was so amazed by this whole experience. It was a massage, just a massage. Hehe.

I had a very productive day after that. This file isn’t even meant for productivity but it helped me so much.

This file is a bit different, and I think it probably doesn’t receive as much love as other files, since it’s pretty mild in spice.

After repeated listens, I realized it isn't as mild as I'd originally thought. It's so cleverly written. 

Anyway, I really appreciate files like this, where there’s an emphasis on relaxation, yet not losing the intensity.

I think this file could be enjoyed by all genders as there’s no genital mentioned. Just need to make some minor tweaks if desired.

As a side note, I’m a big fan of this scriptwriter! My top favorites are all from this scriptwriter. It’s just 😘!!!!!!

Thank you Shibby for delivering this file so wonderfully. And I lowkey would love to get a massage from her actually. Like a real and proper massage. I mean, why not, since she knows her stuff. XD