Shibby Hypnosis Reflection: You'll Come Back to Yourself

Erotic hypnosis? I find Shibby's hypnosis more appropriate in my case.

You’ll come back to yourself after the session.

This is something I constantly remind myself of.

I’ve been immersed in Shibby’s craft since Sep last year. So it’s been… 8 months.

8 months of having to constantly remind myself of that.

Before my immersion in Shibby's craft, I couldn’t be hypnotized. Or rather, I wouldn’t let myself be hypnotized.

I would consider myself pretty resistant because I never liked the idea of hypnosis when I first heard about it as a kid.

I always had this strong dislike for people reading minds and whatnot. The idea of reading minds felt wrong and unethical.

As I grew older, my understanding of it shifted. The so-called “mind reading” isn’t as creepy as I thought. Surprisingly, I have quite the knack for it.

Mind reading is, of course, not the same as hypnosis.

Hypnosis often carries a negative stigma because some people view it as mind manipulation or mind control.

To me, whether mind reading or control, I just never liked the idea of a person accessing another person's mind.

I might have thought about it too wildly. Among other things, I might have held this negative impression because of a fantasy book series I loved as a kid. In the series, one of the antagonists could hypnotize people.

In reality, people can certainly influence others, whether intentionally or unintentionally. But ultimately, no one can change another person. Only you can change yourself.

Every field has bad actors. Needless to say, people with bad intentions do exist in the erotic hypnosis realm. It's important to always proceed with caution, judgement and intuition.

No matter what, I think it’s important to always stay grounded in yourself and stay rooted to your values. Always listen to your heart. Never let someone influence you.

I carry this mindset wherever I go. It's even more magnified when I interact with hypnosis files.

I think it’s important to hold a certain level of self-awareness, no matter what state you're in.

Before I was able to drop for Shibby, I was purely listening. But still, I was able to enjoy the files! She has a nice and relaxing voice. Her words could make me aroused. She’s good at it, I gotta admit.

I don’t often come across files that would make me aroused, or increase my arousal if I weren’t quite there yet.

I particularly liked the fact that her audio was of high quality (I’m a bit of an audiophile), and I liked her use of sounds to make it a more immersive experience for listeners.

I always appreciate creators who go the extra mile to tune a piece of audio, making it nicer, clearer and in this case, more immersive.

My Past Experience with Shibby's Files

My experience with Shibby's files today is vastly different from before. The before and after are like night and day.

Back in 2022 when I first started listening to Shibby, I was guarded even though I wanted to listen. Like I said, her audios are really good and she's good with her words. Moreover, many themes appealed to me (I was a bit wilder then).

Not only was I guarded against hypnosis in general, but I was also guarded against giving in to a woman.

I wasn't interested in women. Currently, I'm not interested in anyone. Not everyone wants a partner or relationship. It's never something I wanted. In this realm of things, I'm just enjoying Shibby's art. 

Anyway, the thing is, with my lack of understanding on hypnosis, I could never completely give in to Shibby due to some things she would say like how her breasts are alluring, or saying that the listener "likes woman". These things don't appeal to me at all. I'm asexual in the first place.

How Much Control Am I Willing to Give?

In the past, whenever Shibby said to give up all control, or that that giving up more control would make me feel better, my mind would always fight against it. 

It was either:

"HELL NO! I can relax deeper, but I'm not going to give up any control."

or

"NO. No one should be taking over control of anyone. We have to stay rooted in ourselves. Never let anyone take control."

or

"I might give up a bit of control, but I definitely won't give it all up!"

As I became more familiar with things, my mind would go: 

"Ok, I’m giving her my control only in this file. Only is this session. Once I'm awake, I regain all my control. No one can control me except myself."

As things progressed further, my conscious mind had to convince my subconscious mind: 

"I’m letting Shibby take care of me now. She's safe to trust. Let her take control for this session."

As it progressed more: 

"I’ve already heard this file so many times! It’s safe! I can give up all my control to Shibby. She's safe and she will take good care of me."

As of today: 

(Dropped)

Haha. It depends on my mood. My mind fluctuates between these states sometimes.

I’m generally a very tense person. I should learn to relax more. Shibby's files have been extremely helpful in my learning and relaxation.

My mind sometimes goes into a hypervigilant mode or find it "scary" even for files that I've listened to umpteen times. It’s something that’s triggered in the back of my mind, even if I don’t think that way. 

It’s quite annoying to deal with when I’ve already verified Shibby as safe and trustworthy!

I'm glad there's less fighting these days.

How I Deal with Something I Don't Like

For things that don't appeal to me like the aforementioned examples, I just tweak it. She has made files that mentioned how you have the freedom to tweak things that don't align with you. I don't remember what file it was. It was something I casually listened to and from then on, I've been making changes left and right.

I'll admit, I'm a brat.

For example, if she says things like I'm looking at her tight sexy latex outfit, which is something I don't care for, I'd just imagine an image of a cute dog on her outfit. Cos yeah, I'd totally be interested to see it if that were the case, haha!

Over time, my mind sorted it all out: Everything she says is to help me feel more pleasure. Or at least that's how my mind has decided to approach this.

Another example would be her breasts, lol. Over time, I realized these explicit mentions help me immerse in a scene more easily, because she's "there"! These descriptions make me feel her presence. It's actually very helpful! 

Once I adjusted my mindset, my mind could figure it out on its own and give in without resisting, even for files that have elements that used to intimidate me or make me worry about things.

My Main Concern

In the past, I was afraid that letting her take complete control would subconsciously implant things that didn’t align with my values. I was afraid repeated listening would influence me unintentionally.

So it’s like, yes, I can give up control, but I don’t want to keep hearing a certain concept, looking at her breasts for example.

I was afraid that repeated listening would make me turn into someone who wants to see those things. But truth is, at the very core of my being, I really don’t care for breasts. Or other things like a person's looks, outfit, and so on.

It's simply not a part of me.

So no matter how many times I hear it, I won’t be affected. Even more so now that I’m familiar with the process.

In the beginning, whenever I finished listening to a file like this, I might just think about it, but it doesn’t mean that I like it or want to see it. 

In fact, the reason why I thought about it was because I was scared it would affect me. It's the fear that was making me think about it.

When I don’t fear for these things, and purely stay grounded in who I am, I won’t think about it during or after the session. I still am not interested in breasts or latex outfits. 

In my mind, Shibby is often in a t-shirt, ha! Very casual wear. I don’t care for and don't want sexy gear. In these scenes, it makes sense to be naked, but when there's an emphasis on the listener liking the outfit, or her breasts, that's when my internal alarm would sound. Because that's not me at all!

As I got more practice with her files, I became better at filtering things out, tweaking things, and removing any suggestions I don't want at the end of a session. 

With a better understanding of things and more training through repeated listens, I have developed a better grasp on things and can play responsibly as I wish. With the right mindset, repeated listening would enhance the skill to sort things out in your mind more efficiently.

For some files, there might be something I like about it (mostly the use of sounds), but I don't really like the premise of it. Before entering the session, I'd tell myself, "whatever I'm participating in or following is only for the scene, limited to the session. Once it ends, I'm back to myself, completely detached from the session."

There are files that I don’t listen at all, or completely avoid after checking it out once. There's always the safe word if you hear something that goes against your values.

It's always best to stick to who you are, know what you like/dislike. Nothing can influence you against your will. In life.

Shibby is an ethical hypnotist but what does it take for one to trust? It took me 3 years to observe and give in. I think it was worth the wait as safety is priority.

The Hypnotized State

As of how I currently experience it, once I submit to Shibby, I feel everything she says or commands.

When my mind was resistant, I didn’t understand why she would say certain things.

E.g. 

"your mind is clinging to every word I say." 

My mind: Uh, no?

"you feel more pleasure as you go deeper."

My mind: Not really.

I finally understood why she said those things. It used to sound off to me because I wasn’t experiencing it.

When I give in, I’m floating with her words. It’s such a nice sensation because it’s relaxing and I feel happy in it. We were conditioned to feel happy from her voice anyway, e.g. Happy Horny Hazy loop.

Since I really like her voice, I’m often just leaning against this very nice sounding voice, and letting this voice bring me down. I recognize it as a voice that will take care of me, and so I give in more.

Sometimes, it’s a bit like being lulled to sleep. But whenever I fall sleep, I would often get awoken a bit at the climax of the file, lol.

Overall, it's a very pleasant and relaxing space to be in.

Returning to Self

The reason why I wanted to write this post is because, in my playtime today, I instantly knew that I came back to myself once I woke up.

I liked that. It goes to show that you’ll come back to yourself after a session.

It got me thinking about my previous struggles and impressions of hypnosis.

Fundamentally, we should always stay true to ourselves.

I’ve been listening to a new song lately, which is a rather cute song. It's a song written for an anime.

So I kept hearing it in my head while I was laying down and listening to Shibby's words.

I don’t remember when did the song stop in my head, probably after being dropped.

But once I was brought back up, the song started playing in my head again.

I found it quite funny, and it also made me smile because:

1. Do I really love this song so much that it keeps trying to stay in my head?
2. Yes, I think it’s a well-written song. It’s kinda different from their usual style.
3. I love this singer.
4. I love Shibby.

It’s concrete proof! And I thought heck yes, you’ll come back to yourself! No matter how deep you were dropped, you will. I went in deeeeeep today.

Recently, I had another breakthrough and was able to go deeper than before. 

Always only drop for someone whom you can trust.

I love that I came back to myself. It’s highly important to me. Obviously, I’ve been coming back to myself after every session with Shibby, but it’s so wonderful to have this solid proof.

I was also glad that there was this song to welcome me back to reality. It started flowing in my head at 3 or 4 (countup).

I think this would help me drop more easily the next session!

I’m the same person as who I was before I started listening to the file, with all my values and thoughts intact, even the song playing in my head!